Eternity

Suicide killed him and took him from me. So, I prayed for him. I prayed for true judgment that wasn’t catholic judgment. How much I loved him and wanted to see him. I lived my life praying for him and working hard to get into heaven to hopefully see him.

I reached heaven at last. I walked through those pearly gates and looked around. He wasn’t there. I looked and looked but never saw him. It finally hit me. I was alone, alone in heaven. If heavens so wonderful then why is my heart broken? Why am I so sad?

The pains so unbearable that tears fall from my eyes hard and fast. They fall and fall. No one can make them stop. I’m alone for Eternity all because I was too afraid to follow Aldric to his grave. I knew that god wouldn’t hear my prayers.

So now I’m the only angel in heave who is crying for a demon.